[ ivan feels himself tense as till reaches up to brush his hand against his cheek. it's not quite out of anxiety— maybe disbelief. this feels like something right out a fantasy; the very start of one that ends up with ivan replaying a scene in his head from one of the films till was in, when he was about ivan's age— oh, god. he can't think about that right now!
he fails to kiss back with how stunned he is— till? his hyung? likes¿ him??¿?¿
till pulls away and ivan snaps out of his stupor. on instinct, he tries to reach out for till, as if worried he'd go too far away. till is... blushing. he's so— so cute. so handsome. has ivan ever seen him blush like this before, out of character? ivan is sure he's red, too, but seeing till blush feels so novel. almost like a privilege.
he's so spun up in this that, for the moment, ivan isn't thinking about what a fool he made of himself.
ivan wants to touch till, too, so he does, a little tentative and unsure, resting at the arm till has slack at his side, at his bicep. ivan leans in, almost nose to nose with till, eyebrows drawn back, an expression on ivan's face that speaks to how he's holding himself back.
he's only ever had a few girlfriends, and he's never gotten very far, but kissing? he's done that. he was too stunned when till kissed him— he needs to feel it again. ]
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he fails to kiss back with how stunned he is— till? his hyung? likes¿ him??¿?¿
till pulls away and ivan snaps out of his stupor. on instinct, he tries to reach out for till, as if worried he'd go too far away. till is... blushing. he's so— so cute. so handsome. has ivan ever seen him blush like this before, out of character? ivan is sure he's red, too, but seeing till blush feels so novel. almost like a privilege.
he's so spun up in this that, for the moment, ivan isn't thinking about what a fool he made of himself.
ivan wants to touch till, too, so he does, a little tentative and unsure, resting at the arm till has slack at his side, at his bicep. ivan leans in, almost nose to nose with till, eyebrows drawn back, an expression on ivan's face that speaks to how he's holding himself back.
he's only ever had a few girlfriends, and he's never gotten very far, but kissing? he's done that. he was too stunned when till kissed him— he needs to feel it again. ]
Sunbae... I like you so much.